Hot, Tired, Frustrated, and Annoyed
can't get any time to myself. can't type on this stupid computer because i can't turn the magnification feature off. grouchy and lonely; not wanting to be around grown-ups anymore. sick of it. sick of pretending to be interested in dull conversations.
we're visiting old friends, and that's great; i'm just tired of being lonely. it's been really hot here in socal; we're on the beach now, which is much nicer.
lots of unrelated, general anxiety as well. i'm quite unhappy. i feel like my only hope is an internship to get me off campus because i experienced no personal growth at all last year. no improvement in social skills, etiquette, networking, any of that stuff.
mom is driving me absolutely nuts. she alienates everyone, dominates the conversation and makes everyone depressed. being around my parents 24/7 is dreadful.
i need time alone. i cannot stand to be around others constantly. i am also having mood problems and don't know what to do.
i thought about flying home tomorrow; that's a little drastic, perhaps; i'm just sick of it here.
the mid east violence is also unsettling; i liken it to the cuban missile crisis as far as high-stakes tension is concerned.
feel like i'm growing old without ever having been young.
we're visiting old friends, and that's great; i'm just tired of being lonely. it's been really hot here in socal; we're on the beach now, which is much nicer.
lots of unrelated, general anxiety as well. i'm quite unhappy. i feel like my only hope is an internship to get me off campus because i experienced no personal growth at all last year. no improvement in social skills, etiquette, networking, any of that stuff.
mom is driving me absolutely nuts. she alienates everyone, dominates the conversation and makes everyone depressed. being around my parents 24/7 is dreadful.
i need time alone. i cannot stand to be around others constantly. i am also having mood problems and don't know what to do.
i thought about flying home tomorrow; that's a little drastic, perhaps; i'm just sick of it here.
the mid east violence is also unsettling; i liken it to the cuban missile crisis as far as high-stakes tension is concerned.
feel like i'm growing old without ever having been young.
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