My Life Awaits Me in the Future
and i cannot wait for it to begin.
just as everything i see and do makes me hurt, sometimes, because it reminds me of a loss, every now and then, something makes me excited.
like when i watch richard engel reporting from the middle east--i could do something like that!
whenever a talking head is interviewed on tv, i think--i would love for someone to ask my opinion on something!
when someone publishes a book, i think--i could do better than that!
when someone gives a speech, i think--i could do that!
travel, money, recognition, all the sh*t that a college degree brings.
i have so much living to make up for, much of it i never will.
all in all, i am still so lucky to be who i am. i know that, in spite of everything. i've always known that, since the day i was born.
just as everything i see and do makes me hurt, sometimes, because it reminds me of a loss, every now and then, something makes me excited.
like when i watch richard engel reporting from the middle east--i could do something like that!
whenever a talking head is interviewed on tv, i think--i would love for someone to ask my opinion on something!
when someone publishes a book, i think--i could do better than that!
when someone gives a speech, i think--i could do that!
travel, money, recognition, all the sh*t that a college degree brings.
i have so much living to make up for, much of it i never will.
all in all, i am still so lucky to be who i am. i know that, in spite of everything. i've always known that, since the day i was born.
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