My Very Own Confessional

and I'm not even Catholic!

the contradictory thing about blogging is that it seems like such an anonymous forum to express oneself, but it's not. there are all kinds of things i'd like to say here, but have learned not to. i do and should have the right to say and feel whatever i want, but that's problematic in cyberspace.

it's like censorship. the price i pay for not confusing and at times hurting others is a lack of self-expression. i'm allowed to hurt for as long as necessary; no feelings are ever "wrong." i firmly believe that.

if i said my house is three stories, it's simply not true and can be shown to be so. however, if i say i like my house, no one can refute that. it's mine.

oh well. life is one big compromise, anyway.

maybe this is a lesson in boundaries. but no, writing is my favorite form of self-expression and i need it. hmm.

i'll go see what Anderson Cooper has to say from the Middle East. i have the money to go to a movie tonight, but probably won't feel like it.

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