sometimes i feel like there's something wrong with me

because i don't know what i want to do, not really, and i still can't read or really be myself and enjoy my own company. i can be alone and "zone out" by watching tv or internet-ing, but it's not the same. as a kid i could read for hours and be content.

my sense of humor is definitely off, but i don't know if it's depression or just sort of feeling quiet and contemplative.

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