Proposition STOP THE PROPOSITION ADS

Jeez. The election is still quite a few days away, and there are so many political ads on TV that I'm surprised there's any room for actual programming. I really should stop voting; I don't want to encourage them.

Sometimes life hurts so much I want to put my head under the covers and not come out. Lots of uncertainty ahead, with difficult decisions, which I find stressful and scary. I'm going to be so excited about graduating that it's probably going to scare a few people (not in the bad way, of course). Honestly; I'm going to be so elated on May 12 and at the ceremony that I don't know what to think. Only a handful know how hard it's been, though. I think I'll get tons of graduation announcements, at least, since I can't invite everyone, and include a little handwritten note on each.

It's funny; Dr. W talks about how much more satisfying life is when helping others. I'm just starting to realize how much I focus on myself, and how I don't want to anymore. Maturity in the making? Hmmm...Whatever it takes to be happy is the bottom line. The ego is always wrong.

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QUASAR9 said…
Hi Val
Famous Quotes
"Success is getting what you want.
Happiness is wanting what you get"
Dale Carnegie
5:57 AM
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